missfire: igniting my thoughts

Wed Dec 31

last day of 2008

sitting here, at my desk, i am bored because the phone isn’t ringing, and no one is coming in… seriously thinking to myself is what i am doing. what are my new years resolutions going to be? i heard on the news the FIRST thing on people’s new years resolutions lists are usually the ONLY ones they persue. is that true? i need to be realistic. i need to get back to weightwatchers… truly and wholely- i gained a few lb’s back. but everyone says that… i want a realistic but unique goal. maybe to make one big trip to travel this year, like me and brandon really really really want to go to ireland. and i really want to visit disney world- i don’t remember when i went when i was 3 or 5 or however old i was. or maybe my resolutions could revolve around not spending as much money on stupid things that i never wear or use. hell, i don’t know what mine’s going to be but it def is going to be to lose some of this damn tummy that is fo’sho! what is the definition of resolution, really?

*a resolve or determination: to make a firm resolution to do something.

*the act of resolving or determining upon an action or course of action, method, procedure, etc.

(thank you, dictionary.com)

so. then i get down to the next definition and it says,

“the mental state or quality of being resolved or resolute; firmness of purpose.”

i am thinking i just need to get into the mental state of being resolute. being happy with myself. being happy with where i am in my life and what i am doing with my life. that should be everyone’s. that’s a great new year’s resolution for 2009.